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ELEGY

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ELEGY 15:57

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I wish that this wasn't real. All that magic that I used to feel, where has it gone? Grief is relentless, it is increasingly strong. Is there proof God is real? I can't release all I feel. I've lost my way. I'm going for an all night ride next time it reigns.

I will travel the land, water and the air. Behind every star, looking for you everywhere. Everywhere.

I never thought that you would not survive. I never thought that you would not survive. I can't believe I couldn't save your life. And we ended up here.

Why did love bring us here?
Why did love bring us here?
Why did love bring us here?

(instrumental)

It was time. I was not ready. How could anyone prepare?
How am I to face forever now? This far from hope. Beyond repair.

Suppose this really could be Hell, It's far to hard to speak about.

Aching, I need to feel you breathing still. I long to hold your body against mine. I am aching now as I long as I living still, for any sign of you that I might recognize.

I felt your spirit leave the room.
It was impossible, and blue.
Forever now I only want to follow you.
Annex, 1A, the 25th of June.

I must embrace this pain somehow.
I must again relearn, and trust my heart to lead.
So I am weightless, when I arrive.
for our eternity together on the other side.

I'll love you tomorrow, the way I loved you then.
I'll love you forever, the way I love you now.

I'll love you tomorrow, the way I loved you then.
I'll love you forever, the way I love you now.

I'll love you tomorrow, the way I loved you then.
I'll love you forever, the way I love you now.

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released March 3, 2018

written, performed, and recorded at home by Eric Schermerhorn.
mastered by Richard Marr at Galaxy Park in Salem, MA.

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To settle the waters that we sail upon. You'll always be seen. I'll reach out and touch. I'll enter the seasons ready to be taught, the infinite all. Waiting to be found. I'm going wherever you're leading me now.

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